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[15:02.32] <Lancomegirl> 12:53] <tallguy> <PinkLady> to be honest, you guys right here are the only ppl i give 2 shits abt online and trust anymore, the rest can kiss my ass.  i know you guys are real
[15:02.32] <Lancomegirl> [12:54] <tallguy> poor tallguy, you know he was caught up too.  He had known "Tammy" online for 5 freaking yrsDori
[15:02.32] <Lancomegirl> [12:55] <tallguy>  Ron Davis, or Ron Driver..david, danny tammy..wtfever your calling yourself today, I hope you DIE you bastard!!!
[15:02.32] <Lancomegirl> [12:55] <cadence> lol
[15:02.33] <Lancomegirl> [12:56] <tallguy> 5 years damn...then to find out all was a lie
[15:02.35] <Lancomegirl> [12:57] <tallguy> yes, he was and i know...shit, there are so many of us caught up in this, on different levels and different amts of time
[15:02.38] <Lancomegirl> [12:57] <tallguy> the web was spun far and wide
[15:02.40] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> <PinkLady> burnin1, dude...he too was very very much caught up, just as bad as i was but on different planes and levels you know...
[15:02.43] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:33] <PinkLady> He has been in love with "Tammy" for years, imagine how he must feel to find out "tammy" was more than likely Ron all along
[15:02.46] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:33] <PinkLady> just like david, danny, dad, stephen...all wrapped into 1 it seems
[15:02.49] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:33] <PatsGal> ok now that we know all this i gotta ask
[15:02.51] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:33] <PatsGal> what was up with the nephew
[15:02.53] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:34] <PinkLady> the real, entire truth will never be known
[15:02.55] <Lancomegirl> [12:58] <tallguy> [02:34] <PatsGal> because that didnt sound to me or kristy like a kid at all
[15:02.57] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> [02:34] <PinkLady> well, seems there is suspision of some kind of voice program used..idk
[15:03.00] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> [02:34] <PinkLady> i really dont dori
[15:03.02] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> [02:35] <PatsGal> yeah that's what we thought too..because we were like that doesn't sound like a normal kids voice
[15:03.05] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> there are some ppl out there that think i am involved, they think i am tammy...thats just fucking absurd
[15:03.08] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> [02:35] <PatsGal> haha yeah ok...you were here at the same time talking to each other
[15:03.11] <Lancomegirl> [12:59] <tallguy> [02:35] <PatsGal> that's pretty talented to pull off
[15:03.13] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> i wonder if it really was ron..but that's creepy lol
[15:03.19] <Lancomegirl> 13:00] <tallguy> [02:36] <PinkLady> they have also entertained the thought rons wife is in on it, now thats scary...2 sick demented ppl working together eeeeeeeeek
[15:03.19] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:36] <PatsGal> ewwww that would be wrong on soooo many levels and creepy and nasty and yeah
[15:03.21] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:36] <PinkLady> i tend to beleeive that theory, there are so many things that make sense to me now
[15:03.25] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:36] <PatsGal> if so then they deserve each other sorry to say..that's just freakish
[15:03.27] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:36] <PinkLady> that totaly explain ron being ALL of them, tammy, dad, stephen, david, danny
[15:03.30] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> <PinkLady> but i dont think for one sec she is, there is no way she can fake the kind of angertowards me on the phone that night if she was involved
[15:03.33] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:37] <PatsGal> can't believe one person would be all those people
[15:03.35] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:37] <PatsGal> anger at you? like you had no idea
[15:03.37] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:38] <PinkLady> yea and just think, i slpet next to that person many many nights....thought i was safest when with him and turns out, i was prolly in more danger than i have ever been in
[15:03.40] <Lancomegirl> [13:00] <tallguy> [02:38] <PinkLady> oh she says i am as much to blame as he is
[15:03.42] <Lancomegirl> [13:02] <@Lancomegirl> susan making excuses for rons behavior go figure
[15:03.44] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> she tryed to tell me on msn in may, but ron had a story and explaination for the msg i got and i bloved and beleived him....im so stupid
[15:03.47] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:39] <PatsGal> woh she tried to message u?
[15:03.49] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:39] <PatsGal> crazy
[15:03.51] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:40] <PinkLady> she did msg me, told me that is my  huisband in that pic with you, you homewrecking bitch...
[15:03.54] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:40] <PatsGal> of course he did..man he should have been like a lawyer or something with all the excuses..instead of ..whatever he is a tv repairman u said? lol
[15:03.57] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <cadence> I tend to believe there had to be a 2nd person, and I'm thinking that might have been Ted.
[15:04.00] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> l the excuses..instead of ..whatever he is a tv repairman u said? lol
[15:04.02] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:40] <PatsGal> yikes
[15:04.04] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:40] <PinkLady> i was like wow wtf, and just closed it, never even looked at who it was from,then like next day got a frantic call from ron with this huge story, that must have been when he found out she knew...
[15:04.08] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:41] <PinkLady> how she found out, idk
[15:04.10] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:41] <PinkLady> like i said, so much makes sense now
[15:04.12] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:41] <PinkLady> so to her, since she 
[15:04.14] <Lancomegirl> 13:03] <tallguy> [02:41] <PinkLady> so to her, since she told me, i am as much to blame
[15:04.16] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <@Lancomegirl> yes ted plays a big role in all this fraud
[15:04.18] <Lancomegirl> [13:03] <tallguy> [02:41] <PatsGal> eh dont listen to her..you aren't to blame
[15:04.20] <Lancomegirl> [13:04] <tallguy> [02:42] <PinkLady> i feel somewhat to blame, i mean how the fuck does someone snow another person SO completly
[15:04.24] <Lancomegirl> [13:04] <@Lancomegirl> the gut should have been the redflag, he wasnt no marine and too old
[15:04.26] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <cadence> that's what i said the instant i saw his pic.. "that's not a marine" lol
[15:04.28] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> doesn't mean u are stupid just means he was realllllllllly good at sucking you in to his lies and keep spinning stories
[15:04.30] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:43] <PinkLady> there are so many things that are just blantantly obv now, that was then tooif i had just payed more attention, such as, no 2 pix of tammy look alike...and had i looked at some pix of ron a lilcloser, i would have seen that too, or maybe done some research, ect...there are things that were staring me in the damn face dori...but i didnt see them
[15:04.35] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:44] <PatsGal> you were in love..we do stupid things when we think we are in love
[15:04.38] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:44] <PinkLady> or chose not to, idk
[15:04.40] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:44] <PinkLady> man was i
[15:04.42] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:44] <PinkLady> you know how deep i was
[15:04.44] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:45] <PatsGal> you were planning to get married..that's pretty deep...to come all the way outta that and see shit after the fact...yeah i mean..it was just cuz of love
[15:04.47] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:45] <PinkLady> i have not missed him once, b/c the man i was in love with doesnt exist, but the sense of being a fool and the level of betrayal is beyond anything i can convey
[15:04.50] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:45] <PinkLady> that is what tears me up
[15:04.52] <Lancomegirl> [13:05] <tallguy> [02:45] <PinkLady> and one thing i will never understand is how he could do this to me...and notjus tme, many others too
[15:04.55] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> Yes, married.  now i know that was never his plan but he wanted me to make it mine and i did
[15:04.58] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:48] <PatsGal> no words to describe him...he's a jerk...
[15:05.00] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:48] <PatsGal> and i thought he was soooo nice
[15:05.02] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:49] <PinkLady> hook, line and sinker...i was so proud of him and his family, of his highmorals and standards, they way he treated me...with such kindness and respect at all times...all the stories i wasfed, i mean, shit that wasnt even pertnant to the betrayal...i was made to worry sometimes to the point of being physically sick, contactly for no damn reason, that is something i cant forgive and am having a hard
[15:05.07] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:49] <PinkLady> time with
[15:05.09] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:50] <PinkLady> so did i dori :(
[15:05.11] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:51] <PinkLady> i should have known he was too goood to be true
[15:05.13] <Lancomegirl> [13:06] <tallguy> [02:51] <PatsGal> omgosh i bet because that's just...no one should do that to anyone..makethem think they are over there in the war in that much danger and worrying..
[15:05.16] <Lancomegirl> [13:07] <tallguy> [02:51] <PinkLady> i cant tell you how many times i thought that him and tammy must share a brain
[15:05.19] <Lancomegirl> [13:07] <tallguy> [02:51] <PinkLady> well guess what
[15:05.21] <Lancomegirl> [13:07] <cadence> hmm
[15:05.24] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> they did !
[15:05.26] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:51] <PatsGal> lol!
[15:05.27] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:51] <PatsGal> she was a spy
[15:05.29] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:51] <PatsGal> he
[15:05.31] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:51] <PinkLady> and i couldnt beleive how much alike him and david were, i meandude...seriously, now i know why..it just all makes sense
[15:05.34] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:51] <PatsGal> she
[15:05.36] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PatsGal> whatever lol
[15:05.38] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PinkLady> it
[15:05.40] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PinkLady> ;)
[15:05.42] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PatsGal> lol
[15:05.44] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PatsGal> he was prolly sittin at home the whole time in front of his computer bein all those people
[15:05.47] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PatsGal> icky
[15:05.49] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PinkLady> everyone seems to think im ok but...dont be fooled...rodney is the only onethat sees me break and its more often than you think
[15:05.52] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PinkLady> and when it hits me, it hits hard
[15:05.54] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:52] <PatsGal> takes time
[15:05.56] <Lancomegirl> [13:08] <tallguy> [02:53] <PatsGal> in some ways you are ok..but some ways it still is gonna mess u up and geez it should..cuz that's just a rotten thing to go through
[15:05.59] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <cadence> i notice she lists David's name 2nd on the list after Ron's everytime when she discusses who all he was pretending to be.
[15:06.02] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> <PinkLady> sometimes i wonder if i will ever be fully ok after this...there are other ppl out there this has happened to maybe i should put some feelers out
[15:06.05] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> [02:53] <PinkLady> i have been through some shit, but this wins, hands down lol
[15:06.08] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> [02:54] <PinkLady> idk how to pull myself out of this gutter
[15:06.10] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> [02:54] <PatsGal> it has happe
[15:06.14] <Lancomegirl> 13:09] <tallguy> [02:54] <PatsGal> it has happened to people before i'm sure...maybe find someone u can talk to that can relate
[15:06.17] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> [02:54] <PatsGal> talking about it is normal and helps get it out
[15:06.19] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> [02:55] <PinkLady> maybe they can give me ideas on how to be...for lack of a better word, wholeagain...there is a part of me that is gone, idk where it qwent but i want it back...and so much of how i look at ppl and events, so non trusting now and always on gaurd, that is not me, obv, or i couldnt h
[15:06.24] <Lancomegirl> [13:09] <tallguy> hasve been so sucked in
[15:06.26] <Lancomegirl> [13:10] <@Lancomegirl> yup i noticed
[15:06.27] <Lancomegirl> [13:10] <tallguy> and dont blame u for being not trusting after going that long with someone u loved thent o find out it was all a lie
[15:06.30] <Lancomegirl> [13:10] <tallguy> [03:02] <PinkLady> so many lies and stories, i couldnt even begin to count them all
[15:06.33] <Lancomegirl> [13:10] <tallguy> [03:03] <PinkLady> every day, another memory is triggered by something
[15:06.35] <Lancomegirl> [13:10] <cadence> She must have had an idea
[15:06.37] <Lancomegirl> [13:11] <@Lancomegirl> i think so. cause they spoke the same
[15:06.39] <Lancomegirl> [13:11] <tallguy> memories i dont want
[15:06.41] <Lancomegirl> [13:11] <tallguy> [03:11] <PinkLady> the only good thing that came out of all this is rodney
[15:06.43] <Lancomegirl> [13:11] <tallguy> [03:12] <PatsGal> yeah least you are taking the steps to move on..just will take day by day